ive never

been afraid to be a leader. just scarred that people would follow. ...leaders aren't always meant to be followed,sometimes there there to inspire the people to follow themselves.

that nu nu

a video from keith charles from a song off the recently released album before common era. i look forward to his progression.

familiar stranger

i  met this man on the train a while back in nyc. he sat there contently with a shopping cart filled with tree branched. i immediately wanted to know his story, and after a bit of observation and an "i dare you" from my friends i worked up enough courage to approach him. "can i take your picture?"i simultaneously asked while sitting down making myself comfortable he smiled warmly and did not seem to mind. "i used to have a camera like that" he informed me as i took his picture. though im pretty sure he failed to realize it was a lazy digital. i talked to him for a while and he shared stories of his childhood,and about his  dad being a photographer. i also learned that he used to be a mall santa clause, born in ipanema, and from our convo a beautiful person.

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lalala..beautiful life.
kiss me and make me know im alive.

i think im inspired by hate.
i make hate list and write hate songs
and plan out my day based upon what i hate.
im never bored because i hate plenty.

i hate that  you destroy
i hate that you dont see your beauty
i hate how you second guess yourself.
i hate that you don't know its possible.
i hate the way you ask for approval.
i hate how you harm yourself.
i hate that you don't demand the best.
i hate these inflicted perimeters you live by
i hate that your comfortable
and hate that you stand still
i hate that..i am a hater
i have loads of hate.

and love you
so.
this life i love
this world i love
this universe i love
im never bored because i love all.

so i try to build all up
expose all beauty
give confidence
make beliefs
teach trust
show love.

i try to...
be inspired by hate.
and act out of love