February 21, 2010

"i woke up early on my born day"


so today's my new years/born day/earth day.
& slept about a total of 4 hours
i stayed up until about 6 meticulously putting every material possession i had in its rightful place and was awaken a few hours later by "happy birthdaysss!" said over the phone
afterward i figured i start my day out with some music
my choice, nas-illmatic
all the songs seem extra relevant today.
it's like they trigger reflection and a game plan for the near future all at once.
i don't know what it is but i feel like i must make myself move forward more than ever ,
there's no excuse.and not necessarily because im one year older( really 1 day) but because i've come to a point in my life where i have realized what i want, and once you come to that realization the only thing holding you back is yourself.
this year should be a productive one.

(happy born day to nina simone, anais nin, and robert mugabe as well)
mhm

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