October 9, 2010

the great escape

i dont play on being there. ill be here. i wont worry about what comes next or the consequences. ill be here.and ill be alive. more alive than ever, more awake, more aware. were all trying to make our great escape. trying to find something real, or our best to hold on to the fake. but we dont want it. not in real life, but we live there. in fake life. and i just wanna be here. sharing brain waves, communicating with not saying anything, loving everything, and everyone. but they don't want it. and i wont allow it. i wont allow myself to love whats not real. so i  love myself...parts of myself.sometimes.an the part of them i see in me...i love. i love them for our common feelings, i wont love them because they don't follow them.
we all just want to escape.they choose drugs. they choose music,they choose television,they choose internet
i alter my state with the places i go/people i meet/things i say/things i believe/...i choose drugs. 
when i submit.
looking for my great escape.

No comments:

Post a Comment