December 21, 2008

dance workout with barbie!



dangg it,i cant find our tape!

we do this

she does it for her mother, who birthed her.who sacraficed so much to put food on her plate.who got two jobs just so she could have presets for christmas.who gave up what she loved to raise children & provide for her family.

he does it for his brother. who taught his everything he knows.who has always had his back. who helped him get out of trouble but at the same time exposed him to what trouble is.

she does it for her sister.who looks up to her.who smiles and says "when i grow up i wanna be like youu".who calls her name when she has a bad dream to comfort her. who lays on her shoulder when she’s tired and plays pattycake with her hands when she’s happy.

he does it for his girlfriend who makes him smile when he’s sad and can make him sad with the wrong type of smile.who tells him she loves him and want things no other way. who calls him baby and makes future plans bout a baby. who keeps him warm oth the coldest of nights and cold with the words goodbye.

we do this for our mothers and fathers. friends and family. we do this for the ones we love and the ones we love to hate. we do this for our future and for our past.never us...never now. we keep doing as the dreams float by.& we keep watering as the flowers die....(umm..no significance,just rhymed)

December 19, 2008

she a real goon tho!



when i grow up i wanna be like matida

my main mann

soo back in 1980 a photographer named Lisa Jack saw Barack sitting and randomly asked if she could take some pictures of him, just because he was cute. She never developed them untill recently and to her suprise found out she had pictures of the next president of the United States.crazy right?!

December 18, 2008

mi vida loca

mama's new winter 08 collection is here
not that i even care about clothes these days...
but i love that she's doing this
a true lady in a field dominated by men,plus wearing a heart on my sleeve make me feel like a dandilion.






http://www.mamaclothing.com/
always a lady indeed

umm

lisening to my brother ali album soo i then decided to "youtube" him. seen it before but is whatevaaa whatevaaa[*singing remy ma/switches to jill scott]. sometimes i think i only like this dude because he's a muslim white american rapper!ohh & the fact that he knows more about your history than you do..tisk,



take notes.

December 17, 2008

i have this obsession with reflections

i have this obsession with reflections
whenever i see a puddle of water i cant help but to run to it and look to see if it sees my back
i love looking through the window at night only to see myself
it's as if night's looking back at me
& i love the feeling of not knowing who's looking back at you,
who's looking at you looking at night...,see they can see you,
but they cant see that your scrutinizing yourself
only your reflection can.

like it wonders about you as much as you do about yourself
i love looking into other people's eyes to see them, and then to see myself
it's amazing to know they see me how they do...not how i see myself but how i am now
& when i look at my reflection i see it too
how iv'e grown, how iv'e changed, and how much farther i want to go

i love mirrors

December 6, 2008

i was

*scrolling though old pictures*
who is that girl?
so care free...so ..
bold, but simple
she's pretty
& imaginative
& apparenly her life is interesting
ha
she takes pictures of things you give no thought to on a regular day
but she thinks about them everyday

thought about them,..that day
i am her

getting to know myself through my pictures.
& i finally see,..what everyone else does

what he did

i must admit
it's lovely

December 5, 2008

Broke & Boujee

soo i officially went to my first "broke & and boujee". i know..late right??!! but i was pleased.the aroma of mary jauana smoke filled the air and gave me a minor headache & it must have been as hot as a slave ship but twas fun, viewing people and such.the best part?the preformance!dj wreckonize & , and the drummer were beastly!pardon me for not knowing his name. i swear the talent in this little city I call home it's ridiculous!





December 4, 2008

Lykke Li



something so whimsical about people playing instruments outside.

adorable.

"dance dance danceeee"!!

December 1, 2008

& quote

"sometimes it does takes a six pack to make us happy. Change your perseption or change what you see."
-malaika